Hi everyone!

Everyone agreeing with me the summer-holiday dream is turning into a highschool-senior nightmare? Well for me it is-_-. Learning for the exams all damn year isn't the way I wanted to go through this school year, but it's time to get realistic and work my ass off (and yours probably too).

Especially when your parents are nagging your head off because you were supposed to study in the holiday because it was "supposed" to be extra study time for my exams. Instead you went to like movies (because you have unlimited access to the cinema) and hang out with your friends till late. That nagging is really making sick, but still...they have a point...

You know I had this friend years back who always slacked off what I really found amusing and wanted to it too. At that time it really seemed cool and stuff. But that's why we are still children and teenagers with huge pimples (not that I have them) and excess hormones to wanna mate like wild dogs and not the "adults" or "grownups" we're supposed to be. And "owh" btw that friend of mine actually ended up as a junkie-_-

All I want to say is to those who are slacking even though they know : Wake up and get realistic already! You are a better man/woman than a nobody slacking all day off watching tv or hanging on the internet what is for 90% garbage (deviantart is not though). Just work hard not necessarily studying but instead drawing or do the things you really like and work your ass off! And one day, I guarantee it: it will make you happy to see the pay-offs... Or you do not and you end up something like a junkie or your average unhappy citizen.

PS: I won't be drawing much in a while because I will be busy studying for my exams!

You know those times you really are in love with someone's music and you really want to go to the concerts of those artists? Probably all the Tokyo Hotel fangirl-groupies did have that. I could never understand why you would ever want to go to someones concert because you also could listen at it while you are home......until yesterday. Yesterday afternoon there was a concert of Joss Stone and Jason Mraz in Amsterdam!!! You know, it was fun to be there to listen to those acts and songs of the musicians. In addition, we earned some money at the concert with collecting plastic glasses.I really don't know why it was fun because it was just listening to music(maybe that was the reason?)Well, i had a good time there, that's for sure.

Especially since it was kinda unexpected for me to go the concert. A friend of mine had a ticket but was burnt like a shrimp (no really, i am not fucking with you)and kinda gave me her ticket (of course i payed partially for it)

But what the most important is that the summer holiday starts officially today in the Netherlands! Whoooohooooo! Yeah! I am really happy cuz i was really stressed because of school and stuff. But the disadvantage is that my parents are nagging to study in the holiday-_______________-. Yeah...kinda fucked But it is good for my "education" and school...

Well...

Nice Summer Holiday everyone!!!

Next week, if you go out to the maｄll you will see many (social) teenagers hanging around partying or either playing because it's..... GAME　ＯＶＥＲ for school!!!　 YAY, it's like being released from a huge pressure, and most of you will agree that it is heaven in the summer holiday. I still have to work in the summer holiday though, I just got this job at La Place for only two months, well it’s for my future CV and my wallet really handy D

But omguz... really there are people who are really sore losers... really if you watch this video i saw you will be grateful that you HAVE a social life.

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If i offended you in anyway... I don't care, it's just my point of view that these sorts of activities aren't what you would call fun, it's just living your life into a fantasy world because your life is somewhat fucked up and just want to escape from it:-/

But Hell, I don’t care:-/. Furthermore, I will be going to be a bit more active drawing art and I will be trying to upload more art I hope you will give me some inspiration because I tend to have an art-block now and then.-_-

Have you ever wondered about all things you have done in your freaking life? Really if you really look back at those good happy times you (in this case me) would have wanted that you had more time for those happy moments. At these times also some people around me are suffering and makes me wonder why the world isn't fair

But anyways, I have to make a freaking research project as my graduation research for my school. It's kind of weird you know I think only the Netherlands has them Well for my research project I am going to build an amphibian bicycle (I really wanted to do something with art but since I om following science and not art I am now allowed:'() Haha kinda weird you know If you have any ideas for an amphibian bicycle i would gladly take some advice.

Aaaargh I really want to make some more art and improve. What makes me think of: Do I have my own style of drawing? I think it is quite similar to other manga artists but I hope that there is something different with all the other artists. HAha comment please if you have some thoughts about my drawing style. Furthermore I am going to join a contest of WACOM Bring your vision to life or something like that, it would be nice if some of you guys did some advertising for me to make my art the winner hahaha I hope I can win (no chance at all)

Aargh there are really many thins I want to say but I can't

bai!!!